my loves

my loves
Dorks!! Jason&Qin

Thursday, November 19, 2009

2DaY! ! !

MM.. well today i woke up wit a great smile on my face.. haha lol.
i have popcorn. mm.. my phone is bak on YAYe!. i gotta go in during lunch to make up my hours.. gosh.. hehe i sound like im already working or something haha lol.
well. mmm The new TWILIGHT movie is gonna show tonight! OMG!
totallie cnt wait but its resleing tomorrow! haahaa =] well mm.. gosh Friday i dnt think ima be coming to school ima be at the hospital totallie sucks i knw.. haha.. well. gosh i havnt been on this blogger for a long time! =] its totalie awsume hehe =] well wat are you doing?..

best follow my blog. jk. haha.. well High school life is soo better but then the Girls&boys act like they are still in JR high! ugh its soo annoying to hear them say i Heard YUR TALKN SHIT!
like wtf?. haha.. lol.
well life is great ryt now :D.. hehe

Babe.

10th Grade

MM... its alot more easier once you know your way around the school. but other then that school is hard due to the drama that girls create.. ughh.. its soo annoying to here them talk about all there bullshit and stuff.. even my guyfriends- there girlfriends are soo somehow.. they are all jealous in a way.. ughh!! you knw how annoying that is to hear them say.. i heard ur tlaking to my boyfriend. shot talking to him.. like wtf?.. dude.!. haha.. All i say is They are jus my Friends got a problem wit that then. its eather ur choose to leave em or stay wit him.. but idk?.. mm.. My life. is kinda a lil CRAZY!! omg.. i meet a guy, thats a ASSWHOLE like big time.
well mm.. thats life ryt?



Gosh, my friend Apples his lost! and sad.. gosh his dang girlfriend well exgirlfriend had to run him. haha lol. gosh well its okay i told him jus look at the bright side.. hehe

MM..mmm well thanksgiving is almost here!! =] Yummy i cnt wait for the turkey and the big DINNER!! YUMMY!!! im soo totallie gonna munch out! ... lol. haha.. gosh my brother tyler got jumpd i cnt believe that?.. its soo CRAAZY! omg my phone it went off and i had to deal wit it for a WHOLE WEEKEND??.. omg it was soo HARD> haha lol.

well, mmm.. i heard n found out that my brother rudy knocked up his girlfriend and i told him my suprise which now his mad at me for that?.. ughh.. oh well im stupid enough to lets that happen to me!.
mm.. yep well ttyl =^_^=

sign.
Hope J.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Wen.

Today =] hehe..dang, i dont knw?... well havnt been on here for awhile.



ELLO!!! =] hehe...well, life right now is still good :D hehe..dang, love it. and uhh...jus something is wrong but, its okay she's nothing to me now! =] hehe..other then that problem... life is rockn. =^_^= cant wait to go ride my horse hehe... dang gonna be awsum :D i learnd a new word its "Imm-Shee Imm-Shee" haha..dang thats soo funny! =] it means F**k Off. haha.. dang, i watch this awsum movie dang!!! =] 59-kal. dang that dude shot that kind.... hehe...




i think thats all i have to say for now???... haha.. kinda not all here today... like mostly ever since i came back from spring break i've been not all here. haha..dang it suckz!!! =]



<3

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

MEMORANDUM

Memorandum

To: J.C Navarra, Teacher
Career Expo. Depart.


From: Hope John


Date: 03/31/09


Subject: Noise In The Office


Hello, Yes I’ve came to tell you that there is a lot of noise in the Office witch is very distracting to other workers. I am here to tell you can you do something about the noise in the office.

I would probably have the people that are making all the noise to earthier get Fired. Or try to keep the noise down, Because some of the people in the office are trying to work. How can we work? When there is a lot of noise in the office.

Navarra University

Navarra University



March. 31, 2009


Arizona Education of Students
Greyhills Academy High School
603 warrior drive
Tuba City Az 86045



Dear Students

Welcome to Navarra University. We are proudly to expect you into the University of Navarra. Here we welcome any new comers, You’ve have been one of the top 10 that we have approved to go to school here. We see that you have meet the high quilts of the standers that we go by. We thx you for picking Navarra University. We knowledge the people here at Navarra university. We are gladly that you are going to be going to school here. Hopefully you well be here though your freshman and Sr. Year.

Our Requirements:
Students who will be entering their sophomore, junior or senior year during the fall of 2009. Students have the apply wit the schools and return their papers in by July. 16,2008.


Thank you for picking Navarra University.




Sincerely,
Hope T. John
Teacher

Monday, March 30, 2009

Questions for 03-30-09

Pg. 171. #1-2

1.) I'd tell her to find a job that well combined all the things that she loves or like to do. like something that she likes to do in life.. i'd tell her that she's good at anything that she puts her mind to and that she can do anything that she wants to do.

2.) I think the career that carrie would love to take would probably have to be an emalrty teacher or something that does with the community or kids. something that well fit that. id also tell her that watever she puts her mind to. she'd do really good in it beacuse to me it seems like its mostly everything that she does she is good at it. and if she wants to put her mind too. she'd be susseful in it. but, probably mostly the things thtat she has to be good at is to be in sports or a teacher or something like that.

_________________________________________________________________
Lesson 13.1 :

1.) The first question that i'd ask myself would probably have to be "What do i like or love to do."
2.) The three self-informations that jobs want to know would be interests, aptitudes and work values.
3.)when people go into sports during their high school or lower then that they show the jobs that they are applying for that tehy can do anything of be able to keep theirs lives in tak. or making it all oginzed or showing that job that they know how to plan and have "TeamWork"
4.) Because, they are basiced on your food, music., clothes, hobbies and things that you like to do for a job.
5.) They ways you can find about your aptitudes is by you knowing yourself really good thats how your know what you want in life and wat you want to be.
6.) The good place would be ate an auto shop or something that is suppose to be with engines or cars.
7.) A.) Runing a small store
B.) A boss
C.) Rancher

8.) Teh reason an decison making is important because you have to know wat you want in a job. how you want it and what you want in life.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Thursday!

=^_^=
Today to me is going by alright??.. but, other thing that. but other then that everything is going great :D hehe...well, uhh. i gues everyone for got there passwords for that azcis??..thingy. well tomorrow is friday YAYE!!! its gonna be totalie AWSUM!!! like RAD MAN!!! hehe...=] well cant wait for April 4th! dang its gonna be AWSUME!! becuz my brother terrence i going to be riding!! YAh hehehe........ =] anywho. this weekend i think ima be going riding wit some of my BROZ :D hehe..YAye totallie cant wait but, tonight ima be wit my sissy! *S.L* yah :D totallie AWSUM!!!
dang, this class is like kinda boring?? i think i can say... haha...well, dang my life is like a roll-coster I HAVE ALOT OF DOWNS!!!! =[ it freakn suckz but then i have ups the person that keepn me go up would be Shawntel, Ronnie and others. =] LIke LARRY BEAR :D yaye...
well, thats alll i have to sya! oh yeah yesturday haha..dang we went to pizza eage and like totallie we were all smushed becuz everyone was getting into shawntels lil car. haha..dang FUnny!!!!! =]
yeah.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Discess Ways To Participate effectively In A Task Group

they way you can show that you are passionate to the task group is by being there every MEETING!!!... showing up on TIME!. or Other be there alot early. doing what they want you to do. always show your support in what they are doing. have fun in the job. always showing effort. being the one that points out things. showing that you want to know how other well feel aobut it or watever you are doing?... having Qeautions to the PEOPLE.!!!

-Hope-

Understand Why Employees Are Asked To Work In Task Groups?

The reason employees have to be in group work task is beacuse the bosses think that its alot better to put alot of thoughts and ideas together and get things done better and faster!. like the saying

" two heads are better then one."

well, most companys have alot of groups for different things so that they have ideas and plans so they can have things that are good for the company so they can have plans witch would weather put the company at risk???.. or good luck!!. =] hehe....


-Hope-

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Life<3

Well, i've learnd that people well lie to you. they well tell you things and you WELL believe them. all relationships are best on great LIEs. In this world there are no "Happy endings" well, Yesturday was my baby'z birthday. =[ and gosh i miss him soo much!. "Oddie" aka *Ronnie A.*
ugh. not going to skul with him feels werid?.. but, haha.. he's in page. and uhh.. my brothers go to skul there haha... hopefully my brothers dont find out. haha..its gonna be crazy and he might get jumped by them! =0

but, hopefully someone does get his ass "KICKD" and you know who i'm talking about. Adriano John. i hope that fuker dies!... haha... =] anywho. I love the people that are always by me side.


"Larry, SHawntel, Qin, Carlton, Hilary, Mar., Tim, Leshoney, Shawn, Tiller, Julie, Cody, family and brothers :D"

i love you alll... and that time i got cheated on =[ dang, it hurts it really does. But, I'd rather be dumped then, to be the one that Dumps them. becuz, its harder to dump someone else becuz you start thinking. . . Did i do the right thing??.. did i jus lose something that meant everything to me?? did i jus lose someone i really cared about?... did i lose the person that meant alot to everything i stand for??... soo... I'd rather get DUMPED !! =] hehe..cuz, Yes you cry. but You feel so much better later on. =] and find someone thats Better and CUtier :D,. . . .But, time goes on. =]

"Theres a point in my life that i realized who matter who didnt and its not my fult that the one that didnt make it to my furtar was cuz they couldnt handle my life."

=^_^=

Monday, March 2, 2009

today *March. 2, 2009*

today is jus another day!! =/ today larry is not here. WERID?? =[ well anywho . . oddie is not here eather !! =[ i wonder wen he is coming back down. Mmm...my uncle passed away. someone is mad at me.
hopfully my brother doesnt beat up my friend UGH!! its all messed up yo!! =/ i dont know wat to do. but at less i had fun wit carlton, Leshoney, && Jason today =]
hehe..made my day =D

=^_^=

Monday, February 23, 2009

Today *Feb.23,2009*

Hello.?.. =] well, uhh.. i guess you can say that everything is going GREAT!!!! =]
hehehe..yeah. i love that my life is going perfect'd again!! =] but, its probably gonna fall apart later on until then, stay TOONED!! lol. hehehe..well right now life is going great!! hehe..yeah. well uhh... i cant wait to go home and ride my horse so wat are you doing??... =] I love my horse! =] hehhe...well, hmmm...i wonder wat im going to be doing for the weekend. all i know is that im going to be going to a roping at my brother waylands house. and he said "I want number 8 at the ropping" haha..isnt that funny!! =] but, uhh. . . my grades should be good. i think?.. hehe.. Uhh..these people are looking at my blog! lol. hehe... =^_^= . . . i wnat to play "ROCKBAND!!!!" i totallie miss SINGING!!! like soo bad.! i can sing "Night-mare" && "Enter the sandman" i can sing those songs on expert. hehehe... totallie MAN!!! =]well, my brother friend made 4th place! =] thats totallie ROCKN!!!! uhh.... well, Mmmm..... i stayed the weekend wit my 3rd family! =] hehe..it was FUN!!1 =] they made me laugh. hahaha... "SOmethings i can say!" Lol. hehehe... well uhh... i saw all my brothers on FRIDAY!!! =] hehe...i miss my brother tyler, Tony, Johnny. and so much more!! i love em' ALL!!! =^_^= hehe... i say my brother ty!!! =] hehee...we we're ridding horse's and he was ropping damn!!! OMG!!! my brother Clow-ey! he roped it was soo AWSUM!! he hasnt ropped but, i was scared to see him rope becuz he on cruches... =/ yep i was FREAKED out!!! =0 it was totallie like and "OMG" moment. Lol. hehehe..but he roped good!!!! =]

Well, nothing to say anymore Lol. hehe..So tune in later wit DRAMA!!!! lol

OMG!!! there is totallie like something that was SCARY THAT I FOUND OUT ABOUT MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =0

Friday, February 20, 2009

Assignment

Name:______________________ Hour:________



Research On “Jobs”




Career Ads-
An advertisement in a newspaper, of the like generally dealing with offers of or requests for jobs, houses apartments, used cars and the like.





Job listing-
A list of jobs that is available for job seekers and who wish to get jobs.




Job Openings-
A job opening goes hand and hand with job listing, Job openings are jobs that are open to people to apply for the job. The job opening is a easy way of saying the job is open.

Physical Therapist
Overview : Page Hospital, which serves the Navajo reservation, rural communities and thousands of tourists who visit Lake Powell and the canyon lands in far northern Arizona each year, has a full time opening for a Physical Therapist. If you have any questions can call 602-747-4755 or e-mail Evelyn.Kras@Bannerhealth.com This position offers highly competitive incentives. Responsibilities: this people.



BODY SHOP PAINTER & BODY TECHNICIAN
BODY SHOP PAINTER & BODY TECHNICIAN COME WORK AND PLAY AT LAKE POWELL, PAGE IS A OUTDOOR PARADISE. SHOP. CALL NO...MUST HAVE EXPERIENCE & OWN TOOLS. PAY WILL DEPEND ON EXPERIENCE. BRIAN'S PAINT & BODY IS A VERY Person Friendly Place. MAKE THE CHANGE, GET OUT OF THE EVERY DAY RAT RACE. GET A NEW START! Full Benefits Paid Holiday Paid Vacation AUTOBODY TECHNICIAN & PAINTER NEEDED FOR BUSY BODY



Process Engineer for Extrusion
The Medical Products Division in Flagstaff, AZ is seeking an Extrusion Engineer to coordinate the design and development of extruded thermoplastic components and the development of new processes for those components. This position will involve extensive team interactions in a variety of disciplines including engineering, quality, manufacturing and development teams throughout the Medical Products D.




Housekeeper
Every year since 1998, Marriott International, Inc. (NYSE: MAR) has been named to FORTUNE magazine’s “100 Best Companies to Work For” list, earning the company a place on the magazine’s “all star” list. Marriott was number two among companies with more than 100,000 employees. If you have the desire to work in a quality, fun environment, interacting with a diverse group of people, look no further. T


Store Manager - Flagstaff, AZ
STORE MANAGER - FLAGSTAFF, AZ As a recognized leader in manufacturing and marketing world-class paint and related products, ICI Paints is a growing company with openings in its retail store operations throughout the U.S. for Store Managers. Did you know that Ralph Lauren, Glidden, Devoe and Dulux are all part of the ICI Paints family of products? ICI Paints is the largest architectural and industry.
Business Office Manager-Health Care Facility-Flagstaff
Prestigious health care facility is in search of a sharp Business Office Manager. This experienced health care professional will have at least two years of solid Business Office experience in a health care facility. Salary to 75,000 plus good benefit package If interested in interviewing for this position, please e-mail your resume to paul.wolinsky@roberthalf.com Qualifications: 2 + years experence.



Registered Nurse – Emergency Department
Page Hospital, a part of Banner Health, Arizona's largest healthcare provider, has an opportunity for a full-time, experienced Physical Therapist. Page is located in Northern Arizona, 60 miles from the Grand Canyon and Lake Powell. Page Hospital serves the Navajo reservation, rural communities and thousands of tourists who visit Lake Powell and the canyon lands in far northern Arizona each year. Page H

Friday, February 13, 2009

The day B4 Valentines day

Well, Hello =] watsup.. well i jus want to say that I cant wait and today was a the best day EVER!!! =] i played pool wit Qin. =] and damn, i had fun! =] hehehe..damn, i love shawntels mom well, she's always and has been my mom too!! hehehe..it was funny. she made me laugh i cant believe that she totallie dis. that one gurl! gosh that was mean, but i jus had to laugh about it! . . . well, today its the dAY BeFore Valentines day!! =] hehee...tomorrow is Valentines day!! i cant wait!! =] but to night i totallie cant wait to see someone!! they are going to make me happy :D damn, and my broter rudy is going to come to my house to night damn, i havent seen him in a long time!! he goes to skul at Flagstaff high!!... hehe.. but totallie i cant wait i think i might go wit my brothers to flagstaff to go watch a movie!! hehehe.... well, today was the best est day ever!!... well yesturday i found out that one of my friends was talking shit about my sister . . . damn, thats ALL "CRAZY!!!! "
and i almost for got about RanDalVins Phone!! hehe..and some random dude told me something hehe..

damn, tomorrow i'ma be sooo SCARED!!! =] and happy at the same time!!! they are going to make me feel so happy Hehe..yeah!!... well i dont know why teachers are being so mean these days to other students probably becuz is almost time for us to get out of skul until then i cant wait =] i jus want to Finish high school and go on my way to go see someone and somebody and stay wit somebody!! but, for now!! i enJoy life!!... i may have my "RUFF" times but other then that its all good!! cuz, thanks to the people that always been there for me!! and my FAmilY!! i love them. i dont care if my cuzins or auntes dont like me. its a Hard LIFE!! =/ but, other then the problems i face every day!! mostly no body really knows me. Only the real people that know me. like My sisters, Brothers and Friends. I jus cant wait to go home and then at 6 o'clock i cant wait!! hehe...its gonna be so Awsum!! =] hehehe.... damn, i love my LIFE!!! ....

when i have problems I still Smile!... only if its someone that i really care about and i found out that they have problems or they say something about me i feel really down and wonder why did i trust him!. or ThEm!! it jus bothers me about it!! =[ but, then at less they show the real person that they we're and how they act behind my back!! but, thats so stupid to say things about someone be hind there back wen you hang out wit them everyday!!! they can Jus say it in your FACE!!! its sooo CRAZY!!! >=[ it makes me MAD. other then that I have fun. =] well ttyl later. okay?

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

My LiF3 so Far! =^_^=

Well, today is the day that I dont knw?... seemed like everything jus went right :D yeah. I love that everything is going right for me!! =] hehehe.. i cant stand it wen its going wrong but, even when it is going wrong i'm still have a smile on my face :D and always gonna have fun one way or another!!! =] its eather gonna be wit my friends or family but, when they are both going really good! thats wen life is a BLAST!!! =] i love wen my life is like that!!

Well, when i'm having a bad day! my brothers are always there to make me "happy". at skul if i have a bad day my brothers are always there to make it better. =] last week was not my WEEK!!! gosh it was soo JACK! becuz, i found out that the people that i thought were their for me was never really there for me! cuz, they say things behind my back and that is not good for me!! >=[ i dont like Friends that are like that to me!. like they should just say it to my face instead of saying it behind my back!!! ugh it jus gets me sooo mad. but the people that where allways there have been there for along time ever since 3rd or some other lower grade then that! =] and i'm happy that they are!. the most people that i can count on wen things go *ruff* is Oceana, Shawntell, Bee, Larry, Diressera, Kaylinn, Tanya, Tre, Chantel, Kisten, Migal, Izzie, Stafan, Leshoney, Jason, Tim, Berto, Shawn deel. those are the people that i can tink of right now ha.

but, there other would have to be my brothers "Johnny Lehi, Johnathan lehi, Clearence lehi, Shawn Begay, Merm Begay, Vest. June, Terrence, Lance, timmy, tyler, Josh, Ty, Brian, Chirs, etc." the list can go on! haha...=] i guess you can say that i trust mostly anybody. but, stab my back then nothing can happen. >=[ other then that i have fun! :D and i love my life!...i totallie cant wait to grow up! :D hehehe..so i can help people :D well, anywho! I'd like to say thx to the people that have always been there by my side No matter wat!!


Uhh..well, today was the best day ever! i had fun like i always do but, i'm damn, "SORE!!!" from ridding my horse! ugh i totallie suckz!! :D hehehe..yeah! :D so wat are you doing?? =] and comment! it. :D lol. ha

rez-may

hello =] well, today The assignment is about why is resume important!. =] its important because the job that you are applying for has to know your background where you stand, where your coming from and why you are aplying for the job. Well, the reason why you have to have a resuma is becuz you know wat you are doing and how to do it. =^_^=

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Today

Hello, well damn, i havnt even been on this blogger for a while now!! =] anywho watsup?...with me nothing much jus been here for a will. and uhh..damn, this has been an awsome week :D last week was all messed up!!! i was soo SAD!!! =[ but, now i'm okay i found out who is my real friends. =] and uhh...I jus thought about something and i'm still thinking about it.!! =/ yah. someone askd me out! and really i dont knw wat to say to him. me and that person are over now!!! =/ kinda suckz but, life moves on! right??...well anywho that person that askd me out i'm soo JOLLY about it!. hehe.. yeah. and he makes me happy. wen i see him i feel this squeeze in my tummy. =/ its kinda werid but, i cant get him off my mind!!! its all Triped out!! man!. hehe...but, its all good becuz he makes me happy.


"ODDIe" =] sounds like that dog haha...=] from grafield.

hehehe...yeah man :D hehehe..i cant wait to go home!!! and go ride my horse i'm soo Freakn sore from ridding hahha..but its gonna be fun!!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

My LiFe!! =[

damn, well right now is not so good.. =[ the only people getting me stright would probably be Larry, jason, leshoney, shawn, Letonya, Donavan, Pesers d., Allissa dimika,...
people that are not helping is Bee, Shawntel and sheen =[
ugh. Damn, i want to talk to them about wats going on...but, really their mad at me jus becuz i acted like how they act to me!! =[ Freak-or-nature!!! =[ i jus dont knw wat to do. i need to talk those 3 though i knw that for Sure!!! until then, I dont knw?...but, totallie cant wait for this weekend!! =] CHyeah man!!. :D

Ima have fun! :D i love it. i cant wait to be wit my brothers and all my other families they make me feel good. =] and something jus happend last night!! OMG!!! its all ScARy!. =] haha..yesturday i got scared. and today in 2nd hour i jus found out that i have to write a story about my life haha..yep but, cant wait to do that!! =] yeah. well its the Name of it is "BABE"
chyeah man =] hehe..cuz thats wat everyone at home call me babe. yeah :D..hehe..but, jus cant wait yo :D

Friday, January 16, 2009

Wat Am i GoNnA Do In 20 YrS!

well, uhh..like i already said about a million times. That i want to be the pres. of my Tribe. and help out people anyway that i can. Open up new things for the San Jaun Southern Piaute Tribe. I would be married by 23 i knw but, someone i care for and someone trust. have kids at 24 =] i want 4 kids. 2 boys and 2 girls names are . . . (Trip John, Madison John, Austain John, & Tessi John) those are my kids names =] CHyeah see i have mostly everything planned out. where am i going to move would probably be at chennyne, Wyoming. i'm going to be moving there by 19years old. becuz i have to wait for someone to go with. and i think ima be moving with my cuzin sister "Rholandoylon John" and move with by best guyfriend "Adriano John". Yeah =] hehe..i jus cant wait, but i knw that ima be working from home. and taking online classes for collage. . . I jus cant wait to go and make a difference. i knw That ima be out there for awhile. but, I'm coming back to make a difference for the Rez. ha. =] and uhh...thats part of wat i want to do. i also want to open up a bakery shop here in tuba, and a T-Shirt print store here. =] You knw. :D

well thats all i have to say.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

WaT i LeArN 2DaY!!!!

Well, today we had a guest-speaker come in and talk to all grades. . . the first grade that he talkd to was the Freashman class. during 3rd hour. He told us that "Native People are Capable of ANYTHING!!!!" well, witch is true. but, most native people, teens and kids are ashmed of their culture witch.. . you shouldnt even be ashamed to be becuz....its who you are and thats where u come from. mostly people shouldnt be scared to show who they really are. but, most native people are because their are scared that people are not going to expect them the way they are . . . and mostly native people love to Gossip, talk, laugh, make fun of, and talk about eachother. . . witch is not good. . . Most of the teenangers dont like the way they live. but, they can change that if they make a difference in there lifes instead of putting down other people and making fun of other people. What native people need to understand is that... EVERYBODYS look for someone to care, show repect to them and treat them like there something....Everyone has the same things. . . like hands, legs, hair, eyes, nose, feet ect. but, wat they dont understand is that we all have different personality'zzz, different thinking, different mind, different things they like. but, thats wat makes each and everyone of us unqie. =] and thats soo AWSOME!!.. :D

I've learnd alot of things from my elders and family members and everything... that a gurl should knw about life. i'm really close to my mom and dad. . . i talk to them about everything, i ask them queations about things and they answer most kids think its sick to talk to there mom and dad about things but, i'm not i'm every much cofertable with my mom and dad about anything. they make me laugh. i love them to death. if anything happend to them. id die inside. because my mom and dad tought me everything that i should knw about myself, where i'm from. people say i'm "Lucky" to have both of my perants and that is TURE! i am every LUCKY! to have my mom n dad Still together.!. and they are willing to help anyone of my friends about everything. becuz they both experentcd life with both mom n dad and with out a dad. my family are the funnest people in the world they are really talktive to talk to. they know what its like to be a kid. they well share anything they want with you. ugh... i guess you can say I'm happy with the way i live my life!. =] and the only thing i hate is that some people dont like me becuz, they think i'm spolied, a brat, a gurl that hangs out with to many guys, i jus dont get it. i mean like why be jealous of me??...theres nothing to be jealous of. i'm jus a normal gurl trying to grow up to persude my dreams and hopes. =] and hopfully i make it there if not then, i already have my aside goals. yep =] and see i already planned out my life. . . so i'm jus waitting to grow up. I've realized the more people "Put you down" the more people "Try there best to break you!" you learn how to ignore the name calls, the put downs and the stares. The more i get those, The more motiveat i get to do better and make them mad. because. . . when people look at you like that and they want to say something to you. You jus want to say to them. "I am going to make it and your gonna watch where i end up at." and it jus like the no and you do it. wen people tell you "Yes" you dont even do it. its almost like that. but wen they tell you "YOU CANT DO IT" it makes you want to "PROVE" them wrong. and then, wen they say "GREAT JOB" You feel like you Accplished the GOAl that you wanted to reach!. and thats how i feel when i do things that are good :D. and wen people "Put me down" i want to prove them WRONG!. but thats jus probably me. i dont knw?... well find out.


Turn in later WITH "DRAMA!!!"

haha...

By: Hope J.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

The Walk!

i think that people well, jude you on how you well get there but, its totallie up to you to figure out wat your going to do about it.!. but, today i found out about things that i didnt even knw!!... well i didnt knw that other people do the work for you ha. yep . . . well i've learned that there is more to life then jus playing around and that there is more careers out there in the world you jus have to look for them and do you best to do it!. but, the most hardest thing is to pick one!. cuz do u really want to be a janiter?. a nurse?. a policeman?. a fireman, a teacher?. a cook?. but, there is soo many different personalitys out there . . . to take those jobs!. but, really i want to be the pristdent of my tribe becuz, i want to mostly help my people out!. and I've sad that for at less a thousands of times. haha.. yep =D

well that all i have to say. tune in later wen we cum bk with DRAMA! haha..lol..

Monday, January 12, 2009

Values

Well, the way i want to help people. becuz...its wat i do best. and i love to help people. . . i help my long distence family, my friends family, my families. I'm a really helpful person once you get to know me. . . . I always help my gramother with her cooking stand at the flea market. lol. hehehe...Well i love to help my mom, dad, auntie && gramother cook. becuz cooking is something that i love to do the most. I leard everyday about knew things i'm still trying to learn how my grama makes her good blue-corn-mush . and my fathers good homeny-stew. :D...

have you ever tasted it?? . . . its really good!! :D

but, mostly i think become the priestdent of my tirbe well help alot of people . . . I'd open up house's for the people, help them, with their health. run all these different kind of events to keep my people healthy. i knw taking the job is scary!. i do knw that. but i'm welling to fight for my people if no one can stand up for them i can do it. i knw i can. if i believe i can then i knw i can fight for my people.!. well uhh...yeah.

i also like to stay close to my family becuz my family are always there for me to help me when i need help their there for me. they teach me alot of different things everyday!. and my friends i'd love to say with my friends becuz, their the best things to me!. and they make me believe i can be myself!. and encorug me to believe in myself. well, uhh...I do want to keep my trudtions going becuz i want my kids to knw the things where they come from and that they knw themsevles. because i dont want them growing up not knowing where did they come from or who they are. i want them to knw the trudions and the relaugions that we go and fallow by.

earning money is a big part of getting the job. but, i knw becoming the prisdent is going to get alot of money...but, i'm not in it for the money i'm in it to help my people and to get them money and make sure that they dont get laid off.... Yes the money well help me pay for things i need but, it well also help me to help other people.
To be a part of a family??...uhh...i would but, not in that time yet becuz,...i need to get the money enfo to rais the kid. and everything and help suppore my family!.

well i think that is about it.???

ttyl pce !

Friday, January 9, 2009

Career Exploration

well, in this class i learnd alot of things. . . i've learned that there is alot of different things to do in the world. and mostly everybody hasn't figured out what they are going to do in the Future. but, me i already knw wat my plans are in the future. I've learned that you can change your career sooo...many times. but, probably only 3 times you can change it. but, if you want to be at the top your going to have to work really hard to get there. and that, he's trying to tell us what we want in life. but, to tell you that honest turth i do knw what i want in "Life".

By the time i grad. I'm going to move to Wyomy with someone. and going to start going to skul online. but, at the same time, work at the San Juan Southern Piaute Tribe. ima be a Secirty or a person that is the middle. Then by the time I am 21 i'm going to Run for concil. and help out with the people as much as i can. and try and figure out what ways i can become president of the San Jaun Southern Piaute tribe. so by the time i turn 23 i'm going to Run for Presitdent. and try to stay on top and help out my comunity as much as i can. and help the Tirbe out.

by the time i'm 24 or 25 I'm going to try and start a family. =]
i want to buy a ranch in taxes.

but, now thats my dreams now back to Career Exlporation... Its jus showing me the Guide lines on where to go and how to get there. and thank god. i knw wat i want in life!!!!

Forever & Always

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding? Cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak I dont feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?

Cause one second it was perfect, now youre halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called And then you feel so low
you cant feel nothing at all And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong It rains when youre here and it rains
when youre gone Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy I looked into you're eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now Im not so sure

So heres everything coming down to nothing
Heres to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I dont anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called And then you feel so low
you cant feel nothing at all And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didnt mean it baby, I dont think so

Oh-oh-OHHHHH.

Oh Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything

Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong It rains when youre here
and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didnt mean it baby,
you said forever and always
Yeah
Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving but I know I saw a light in you
As we walked we were talking and I didn't say half the things
I wanted to Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
Ill be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Stephen, boy you might have me believing
I don't always have to be alone.

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help I if I wanna kiss you in te rain so
Come feel this magic ive been feeling since
I met you Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself

Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you
I seen it all so I thought but I never seen anyone shine the way you do
They you walk, the way you walk, the way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving
I think you and I should stay the same

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help I if I wanna kiss you in te rain so
Come feel this magic ive been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself

They're dimming the street lights
You're perfect for me why aren't you here tonight?
I'm waiting alone now so come on and come out and pull me near
Shine, shine, shine


Hey Stephen I could give you fifty reasons why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well they're beautiful but would they write a song for you

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help I if I wanna kiss you in te rain so
Come feel this magic ive been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help I if I wanna kiss you in te rain so
Come feel this magic ive been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself Myself, can't help myself
I can't help myself.

When i'm with you.

Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.

And sometimes we don't say a thing;
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side.
And I know everything about youI don't wanna live without you.

[Chorus:]
I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

Just a small town boy and girllivin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets or my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me.
You say you can't live without me.

[Chorus]
When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell.

[Chorus:]


That I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only meWho I wanna beWell,
I'm only me when I'm with you
With you
Uh huh
Yeah

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Your Not sorry.

All this time i wasting that you would come around
i've been giving out chances everytime u've let me down
and its taking me this long but, baby i've figure you out.
and you thinking that we're gonna be find. but this time
you dont have to call anymore this is the last strow.
dont want to hurt anymore. you can tell me ur sorry.
but, i dont believe you baby like i did before. YOur not sorry.


No ohhh. noo. ohh..

Looking so sinceent. i mit have believed you if didnt knw.
could've love you all my life. if you didnt have to left me in the cold.


asking me to listen cuz, it workd each time before.

Your not sorry...

White Friends VS Native Friends

WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Always bring the food.

WHITE FRIENDS: Will say 'hello'.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss.

WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad..

WHITE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Cry with you.

WHITE FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together.

WHITE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.

WHITE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you behind.

WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, 'I'm home!'

WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while..
NATIVE FRIENDS: Are for life.

WHITE FRIENDS: Might ignore this.
NATIVE FRIENDS: Will forward this to all their NATIVE Friends!

Funny JOKE!!!

Later that night, while watching TV, the old man gets up from his chair. '

Want anything while I'm in the kitchen?' he asks.

'Will you get me a bowl of ice cream?'

'Sure.'

'Don't you think you should write it down so you can remember it?' she asks.

'No, I can remember it.'

'Well, I'd like some strawberries on top, too. Maybe you should write it down, so's not to forget it?'

He says, 'I can remember that. You want a bowl of ice cream with strawberries.' '

I'd also like whipped cream. I'm certain you'll forget that, write it down?' she asks.

Irritated, he says, 'I don't need to write it down, I can remember it! Ice cream with strawberries and whipped cream - I got it, for goodness sake!'


Then he toddles into the kitchen. After about 20 minutes, The old man returns from the kitchen and hands his wife a plate of bacon and eggs. She stares at the plate for a moment.



'Where's my toast ?'

Abt Ma' Self!

HELLO!!! =]

well my damn is Hope! =]
I'm the type of gurl that likes anything!...
but, i'm jus laugh-able! =] but, if theres things that
i think that is not funny then i dont laugh about them....well i like to spend alot of times with my mom becuz she's the most person that i love to talk too. she doesnt act like my mom...most of the kids here think she's my antie. but really she's not shes my mother. My father is the person that is funny...kinda grumpy but above it all he's my dad and i love him!!! =] well i love my antie Mary-blue & Ooen boon. becuz, they raised me.. =] and they still now . . . well I'm really Close to my family memebers . . . well, mostly i "TRuST" everyone i knw. but, mostly to them i think they act werid. so if you act mad to me i'll act mad to you...so mostly i go by the saying... "Treat me the way, You want to be Treated!" so if you dont get that then, hope god helps you. Haha..lol. =] well . . . the most important people in my life is Andy S. he's the guy that makes me laugh and always makes a smile on my face, then there's "Adriano J." he's the guy that well uhh..i knw he'll always be there for me to call wen ever i need to talk to him he's there... and My brothers (All there names) ZUm, Jungle, Clowe, sheem, saun, june, vest, t-j, lance, timmy timmy, jurmy, Ty, joashy washey, brian, Annie, albie. and soo much more! =] I love them all.. hehe..Well the most things i love to do is . . . . Ride Horse's, Play football, basketball, volleyball, Cheer, baseball, softball, theres soo much more....but, i only do those with my family memebers. hehe..well I love skul becuz, i dont knw get to see my friends. =] at skul people that i love to talk to is (Leon, Sheen, Jason, Shawntel, Shawn, ect.) the list can go on and on and on and on....but, dont wnat that lol. haha..but its jus mostly people i talk to that i love talking to you. i dont really matter if you dont like me but, really i love to meet new people =] i may be shy at first but, other then that once you get to knw me I'm verly talk-active!! and really the person you can talk to about anything. =] but, its alright you can believe wat ever . . . =] hehe..well I'm out DUCCC... =] pce out.. :D CHYeaH MAN!!!

Today--Thursday!

Hmm...haha..damn, my teacher told me that i have to write 3 blogs lol. HAHAHA...=P well uhh..i'm jus on my gmail talking to my brother about somethings. becuz i really need his help =[[

=[[ but, really hmm...i really dont knw wat to write about lol. hahha...
well uhhh...I'm jus trying to think here. so sorry haha..lol.
hmmm....I'm hungry lol. HAhAHAHa

well uhh...its not even time to go. =] i love skul cuz, it jus fun =]
mostly i love to have fun about everything...hmm
today i had to write about 9-11 =[ and that totallie reminded me about things.
gosh. so . . . it made me thinking about the good-old-days!!.. about wen my
uncle was alive. and really I miss him sooo much. he was the best uncle ever.!!!.
he was the kind of uncle that understand wat i was going though and always made me laugh
about thingings . . . . well, uhh...i really dont knw wat to talk about. but, catch my next blog ima'
blog one about myself HAHAHA!!! =] these one's are jus about me here and there.. . lol. :D

Thursday.

Well, uhh.. =[ i really dont knw wat to say... all i can say is BLAH BLAH BLAH!! . . . right now.
i'm jus second guessing myself about everything! =[ and i really dont like doing that. becuz...its hard. and really i love my family becuz my family RoCks! ThEy MaKe My LiFe A-lOt BeTtEr!! =]

my friends are AWSOME!!! =] chyeah man.. hehe...

and today is my brother BIRTHDAY!!!...=] (ZUmmy!!!)

I love him =] i love all my brothers... chyeah Man!! =]
hehehe...and mostly i love people :D....